httpv:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=kACDnm1Wi4s&feature=youtu.be<\/p>\n
September 2002.
\nI remember that when this one happened I felt kind of suppressed by this hihihi here and now fetisjism. Later I have mentioned this to him.
\nWhen I come across that episode, I’ll put a link to that one.
\nAnd it gave me the opportunity to put some force in making my point.
\nA year later smoking stopped. That’s now 10 years ago.<\/p>\n
From this meeting the text is available:<\/p>\n
Germany, Chiemsee, September 8, 2002<\/span>. <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n| <\/td>\n | <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | \n | This meeting starts with a long silent looking. Isaac starts laughing and asks:<\/p>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n ><\/td>\n | Enjoying hey?<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | <<\/td>\n | Ja. Actually I think you are very scary. That’s why I am here, I’m just realizing that. <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | ><\/td>\n | And yet, in spite of that scariness, you are enjoying. <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | <<\/td>\n | Absolutely.<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | [long silence] <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | <<\/td>\n | Meditation is not my thing, but sitting in line is quite revealing. <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | <\/td>\n | I have a question about eh… I have a lot of this spiral things called habits or addictions.<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | ><\/td>\n | How do you know?<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | <<\/td>\n | It’s just an idea about this habits. <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | ><\/td>\n | [Laughing]: Where are they now? <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | <<\/td>\n | They are in the future, here in my head. The last few month several of this habits disappeared. And my basic thing is smoking and I have been looking at that as good as I could and it doesn’t work at all. Twenty minutes ago I went for a cup of tea, of course smoking a cigaret. And then suddenly something combined about ‘no time’, time disappearing. And I already consciously say for 15 years with smoking I cut time in pieces. And just outside, 20 minutes ago, it dawned on me that what I am actually doing is kind of putting away the unbearable feeling of always being in time, when this [the thinking] is running. So, that’s the most actual update and I don’t have a clue what’s going to happen. <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | ><\/td>\n | It is good to see you. And you see how for all of us it is getting deeper. I see quite a shift in how you are wired. <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | <<\/td>\n | In how I what? <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | ><\/td>\n | In how you’re wired. In how you emanate you could say. There are a few people that were there in the Holland retreat here. Anyone else can see a change in this? Quite amazing actually, really amazing. <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | <<\/td>\n | Thank you. <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | ><\/td>\n | Thank you. <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n | <\/td>\n | <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" | httpv:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=kACDnm1Wi4s&feature=youtu.be September 2002. I remember that when this one happened I felt kind of suppressed by this hihihi here and now fetisjism. Later I have mentioned this to him. When I come across that episode, I’ll put a link to … Continue reading |