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<\/a>Less than a week ago I wrote this somewhere:\n“When asked the obligate ‘how are you doing’, my answer
\nlately is: kind of the usual, having a quarrel on the net,
\nhaving a fight with my neighbour and have just started a
\nway of relating that includes the exchange of tantric energies”.
\nhaha.
\nIn this Yahoogroup that I was referring to as having this quarrel
\ngoing on, the energy rose to such a level that it lead to this this
\nmorning (that there is a cause\/effect is just speculation):
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\nHello All.<\/p>\n
This morning after waking up I stayed with closed eyes,
\nsinking into the pain and confusion related to let’s say
\nthe last thread, the ‘me disputed’ one, and me going on,
\nunstoppable.<\/p>\n
(Was happily surprized that I could still enter here, and in
\na way it didn’t matter any more and yet am totally happy
\nabout being able to share the following with you:)<\/p>\n
At some point, in front of my closed eyes, language was
\ndeconstructed into particles. And by that very movement
\neverything about language lightened up, cleared up.<\/p>\n
The thought came later as this: lego alphabet.
\n(Curious already for what pic I will find for that).<\/p>\n
And, and, and.
\nThis was a long awaited and in a way fought for event.<\/p>\n
“In the beginning was the word, etc”<\/p>\n
Sorry for the inconvenience.
\nWon’t happen again.<\/p>\n
Love,<\/p>\n
hans
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This let’s say struggle with language has been going for decades.
\nOne of the moments that kind of started an opening up, was in
\nsatsang with Isaac Shapiro in 2003.
\nThe text of this is on my old website, but here it is reproduced:<\/p>\n